I miss you so much it hurts,and theres nothing I can do about it. I just wish I could go back in time and fix everything. Be everything you wanted me to be. I will never forgive myself for messing us up. You were the one good thing thats happened to me. You loved me unconditionally. You were so sweet and amazing to me. I remember every moment we spent together. I fucked up. Like always. I just wish you could see that I changed. Im so different than I ever was. I would do anything in this world to take back what I did, I know we would still be together happily. It sucks how one little screw up can change your whole life, can damage you so badly. I think about you constantly. I think about how you are, if your happy, if you think about me. I replay all the moments I had with you in my head constantly, just so I can have a split second of that feeling I had when we were together, laughing, smiling, loving. Im a wreck without you.